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Thursday, November 27, 2003
I was supposed to go to kelly's today but my mom didnt want me to go and then my grandma said something about going to lynchburg to see the OTHER side of the family, so my mom thought it'd make her look good if i showed up so she made me go with grandma. Well traditionally i thought it would be hell because i thought it was my grandpa's side. Before i go on, let me give you a little background information on this. My family sides hate eachother.. excluding my mom's side because they dont speak english and they're a billion of miles away. But you have my dad's side, and then it goes into sub-sides. My grandpa's (the ratcliffes) and my grandma's (the deans and marshalls). Then you have us which includes me, the parentals, and the g-units. Well the ratcliffes hate the deans and the deans hate the ratcliffes, my side hates some of each and we all have been fighting for YEARS now. We do get along with some, but those some are loudmouths as well. So now back to my story. We actually went to see my g'ma's side. they're ALL crazy :-). I fit in perfectly. Due to fighting i havent seen them in 10 years so it was nice. I got to see some of my cousins too! It was great, this summer i'm supposed to go to manassas and spend a week with shella and them. They're pretty much rich. They have a twelve bedroom house, a gianormous pool, and soo much more. Shella hates my mom though. Shella is more laid back, GREAT to be around, and more of the fun type. My mom is just... shes just not those things. I can kind of see why she is like that though, she's been through a divorce and lost two kids so thats why she's so strict on me, but she takes it too far sometimes and gets pshycotic about it. But i had so much fun. Oh the 4-wheeling, and my cousins are great. Kelley is 10 and Joey is like 4. I lovem to death. I cant wait til i get re-united with farah, josh and lisa. Lets see, farah is 21, josh is 19, lisa is 27. Plus there's umm sara, chris and all them. I miss them. it's great to know i have other family besides the immediate bunch down here. My other family may be crazy but i definately get along better with them than i do with some down here sometimes. but thats my family :-)
so yay for thanksgiving and TONS of food ;-)
Posted at 07:04 pm by iamAmongoose
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HAPPY TURKEY DAY
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Wednesday, November 26, 2003
I'm here without you, but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
My last entry was great - i must add that to my favorite entries archive because that picture always puts a smile on my face :-)
today was so so. I've had better of course. I hate tests as of now - grrrrr, but i like it when you can retake them :-). .I brought my tenor home today - there's going to be some major practicing goin on. All districts is coming up sooner than I wish and i'm not as ready as I want to be. I really really want to make it but i dont think i have a chance. I'm just gonna practice alot, work on my sightreading and wish for the best :)
So anyways, buddy's birthday is coming in april i think. Thats not really soon but it's sooner than mine! I'm a july b-day person...summer b-days can be fun :-). I want a suprise b-day party, like a real one. That would be awesome! i dont know what we're going to do for my birthday this year - NO MORE CONJOINED PARTIES though. NEVER again. Celebration station sounds good, movies maybe, KINGS DOMINION would be the shiznitt though! volcano all over again. I hope jaime comes back this summer. We can go to YEC again. Yes i went to the Youth evangelism conference this year.. as amazing as it sounds i went, and it was FUN. Bondings at 2 in the morning, RICHMOND POOLS -lmao, nature women and helping out the community! all the good deeds! just lots of good times. I remeber as soon as i got back from YEC i was home for 5 hours and then i left for band camp. Amazingly I wasnt tired. Lately i havent gotten much sleep because i CANT sleep. It's horrible, last night i got slep though. It felt like i had been asleep for many continuous weeks. It was great. So anyways - i'm out for now. :-)
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Sunday, November 23, 2003
orbit - for that just brushed clean feeling no matter what!
So it's been a long week. A very long and mixed up week. I eventually got to go to the playoffs after all. I stayed the night at chesten's house. I didnt get but like an hour of sleep all weekend. As tired as i was, i was unable to sleep, so i havent gotten any sleep since then. The game was fun, the bus ride there was fun but not as fun as other dies because michael couldnt get a seat near us and marcus didnt go, so it wasnt as fun. the bus ride home was great though, i guess i get ditzy and and.. ALERT when i'm sleepy. lol.
To everyone this concerns:
Today i just broke down. I realize i'm not as good as a friend people make me out to be. I deeply apologize for everything i've done in the past. I'm not sure whats wrong with me, or why i act like i did. I'm sorry for everything i've caused and all the times I have been a bitch. It's just that i dont realize that i'm doing it, and i dont mean to but i just do. I truly do love all my friends regardless of what happens. It's just that lately, things have been really....hectic i guess,with family issues and what not. Today, someone said, "Michelle, i dont know what has gotten into you. Lately you look down upon things and your never happy. You used to be this enlighten person that always made people laugh and smile, your were the best and being sad wasnt a factor and you always looked at life as just a mere obstacle." i just cried. I have made some of the worst decisions in my life that hasnt ruined it, but it hasnt made the best turnout either. But today i just cried and let everything out, and i understand what i'm doing now. I'll try from now on to be a better person, and to be a better friend and not to bring down everyone else with my problems. I'm glad everyone sees and understands my side of the wall as well... and I am sorry for everything. I love you guys and i'm not sure what i'd do without you. Why did i go off thinking i had no one when i had the best in the wrold right in front of me? Why did i run away from the problem? I'm glad I know now. Everything will be ok and dandy now - I promise :-) and we all know a michelle promise is a promise kept
so anyways, i'll try and update again later. :-)
Posted at 06:00 pm by iamAmongoose
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Saturday, November 22, 2003
SLEEP IS GOOD
SLEEP IS VERY GOOD
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Tuesday, November 18, 2003
I hate it when people can tell when something's wrong, not like it wasnt obvious, but i hate it. I dont feel like, nor do i really want to write about it *i know it's typing but it sounds better with write* but today just really sucked ass. Then we had practice, and i found out today that I REALLY suck. Not just a little but alot. I couldnt even play eigth notes right. I may as well just NOT do all districts. I WONT make it. I'm not sure WHY i ever switched to tenor when i suck on it. I'm not that good on the alto but i was better than I am now. Then my mom throws a bitchy fit at me. And then everyone blames shit on me at school. And someone should damn JR to hell. that JERK. I hate him SO much. why cant he just LEAVE ME ALONE?? is it that fucking hard???? then i hate band. and some people in it. I'm tired of waiting. and everything else for that matter. :-(
i just need a BIG hug right now. Just a very, big hug and everything will be ok. :'-(
stupid thing doesnt even have emotions *CRY*
AND NOW TO TOP IT ALL OFF MY PARENTS WONT LET ME GO TO THE PLAY OFFS FRIDAY BECUASE NO ONE CAN COME GET ME.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, November 16, 2003
ahh it's meggy moo, her boy, and doug robb! hee thats an awesome picture she sent me. hehe i miss meggy moo! Kelly and I are gonna send her something really cool to radford, so she can get it and be like... two freshman crackheads sent this to me from franklin county. lol.
Posted at 03:51 pm by iamAmongoose
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HAPPY JAIME DAY
today was great. Jaime came to visit! We all were sitting there and jaime opened the door and naturally kelly and kayla screamed. I didnt look as excited, but i was :). Unfortunately marissa had to work so she couldnt come. :-( but it's all good. anyways, we went to applebees to eat, it was quite fun. They have great coloring books there. On the way home we were singing this gospeled out version of Let it be. It was great to see her again. She made the summer of 2003 rock. Yec, kings dominion, RICHMOND POOLS ;-), lets see wht else, the careless free joy rides, and the bagels! It was the best. I took some negatives that have pictures of her and marissa on them and some of me, kayla, kelly, and scott, and some of her an her lover boy brendan - I got his autograph on he back of my YEC shirt after he performed. He's pretty cool, he used to look like jesus but then he cut his hair. But anyways, Jaime is coming back in febuary. I wish I could go to JMU with the band on the 21st. Jaime said she'd come up there to see me if i went because both her and Marissa go to JMU. but i cant. ugga. anyays, HAPPY JAIME DAY!
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Saturday, November 15, 2003
 the best picture i have ever taken. thanks to the gracious person who invented digital zoom ;-)
crystal days of sunset melodies
passing as a steady effervescent stream
you in that golden yellow robe
sitting on a summer dream
smiling eyes brighter than a sunset sky
glistening with moisture brimming unshed
as u take gently into your hand
a simple gift from my heart to thee
the care with with you take in unwrapping
this too ordinary paper with bow
one would think it held an emperor's kiss
not something from an ordinary joe
how can one begin to explain
all the many myriad ways
one can so move into your soul
to make the world come richly alive?
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Welcome
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Michelle's Blog You are visitor #
The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
Who am I?Michelle's current mood is
Name: I'm Michelle
Location: Virginia, United States
Birthday: July 9th
Man or a Gal: Definately a female
Interests: Music, Poetry, Art, ATV, Web Design, France, Travel,
Basketball, Soccer, Having a kick ass time
Expertise: hah, um none :-) I s'pose it would
be being there for people..an easy talker, or being a good friend...
Occupation: student
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E-mail: eagleshellie2007@yahoo.com
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United States, Virginia, Franklin County, English, Spanish, Michelle, Female, 16-20, music, astrology.
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You represent... hope.">
