So i havent update in a while...oh well :-).


Saturday...nooo , friday..wait sunday..yea sunday night I spent the night at kelly's with her and kayla. it was crazy....I had a major headache monday morning. But...12.21.03....will never ever be forgotten even though it wouldnt hurt..lol.

Umm what else has happened..oh yea, i accidentally locked buddy out of the house for an hour tuesday...lmao, poor pup. I opened the door and there he was asleep on the mat. I gave him extra doggy treats after that :-)

I told my dad about the karaoke machine we (meaning i went to get it but mom of course paid for it) bought him for a SURPRISE for christmas...but i, being the idiot i am, tried to get some money out of him. So the same day we bought it i called him and i said...i know somnething you dont know and for about 50 buck i'll tell ya. Well SOMEHOW he turns it around on me threatening that he'll tell mom if i dont tell him. I end up telling him and i'm still broke. But yesterday, he COULDNT keep his mouth shut and told her he knew but didnt tell her who told. He knew where it was hid and everything, so he got it out of the box and made me hook it up so we can play with it early. It is pretty cool. Not complicated to hook up or anything, the computer had to be arranged a bit, but it wasnt too bad. so i'm happy :-) Tomorrow he's going to go buy a bunch of karaoke cd's for it. Amazingly, i can sing better than he...which says quite a lot ;-)

:-O.......do you hear the music? if not you need to either turn your sound on or up :-) playing is i'm here without you by 3 doors down..which so happens to be one of the best songs ever :-)

DSreBldILU4: michelle, people look up tp you and respect to you. You are like one of the ultimate role models. even I look up to you. You are the kind of person that is the originality of things. You are so creative and original it is sometimes scary. People constantly observe everything you do and every move you make, making you open for mistakes. I'll walk around and 4 out of 5 conversation end up involving or being about you. Regardless you are truly one of a kind and nothing will ever change that. The only thing you can do is keep on doing it and be proud, if people copy something of yours or try to be like you it is only because they are jealous and mad because they can never even skim the surface of how special and important you are. and that is a goal that I would like to achieve soon but will take work but for you..you my friend are very talented in everything you do. and not only do I love you for that, I respect you and truly cherish having you as a friend.

i fixed my side panel a bit, i added a quiz section. I also finished my entry archives under the calendar. check it out ;-)

also - congrats to kristen! she's through with the single life!
Kristen and Bubba- 12-19-03 :-)

People tend to not realize how annoying and frustrating they can get at times. Which is understandable to a certain extent. In example, you're in class and actually TRYING to do work and PAYING attention but surrounding class mates continue to run off at the mouth and the teacher is clearly getting pissed off, and is at the point where she is threatening to end the fun discussion and give us hours on end of work. You politely tell them to please be quiet, 5 seconds later they rumble up the talking again. This goes on 2-3 more times, so you've told them approximately 3-4 times politely so shut up. They still won't stop. Do you A) Just sit there and bare with them B) Turn around and tell them to shut the fuck up and no on gives a shit about what they have to say and that their face is ugly, or C) keep on politely telling them to PLEASE be quiet for the remaining 45 minutes of class? Sorry but in my own opinion..to hell with A and C, bring on B. Which i practiced today. Certain individuals sitting by me in spanish today just WOULD NOT shut up, and we were actually having some fun in that class, we had to do work of course but it was rather amusing, but they just wouldnt shut up. So finally i turned around and i calmy but stately said. "Would you please shut the fuck up and do your damn work, no one gives a flying shit about your stupid boyfriend or who you're going to screw over the break. Thank you." I was relieved, but apparently the whole room heard it, it was very silent for the rest of the period, and the two individuals, especially one of them, gawked for about 5min in awe.

In life you learn valuable lessons. As the years progress and pass, the lessons become more truth bearing, perhaps the lessons you learned led up to a bad experience in order for you to get there. Life is a pain in the ass but can also be the greatest thing you'll ever have. In my life so far i have learned that love is not everything. That what you do will take it's toll in the end. That loving someone can be dangerous and in the end will not bring happiness. That everyone is your enemy but you need to take a chance and choose wisely of those whom you will trust. That a smile can mean everything but can also tear you apart. That a hug makes everything better. That you should never under estimate a person until you get to know them. and that a life without anyone is like a world with out air...it's impossible to live.

Finally got some music goin on here. w00t w00t. It's all that jazz from the movie chicago. It's not the real song, but sometime by the end of this week i'll upload the real one and put it on here! many thanks to thao for making me realize that my only mistake was that I forgot to put a space and bam- it worked! ooohhh yeaaahhh... i guess boredom can result to the finer things in life ;-)

If you have any requests of songs you'd like me to have on my journal, all requests are welcom, i could use ideas! I have tons of songs, like 500, and i can get more :-) so just Aol instant message me at LiLPeaceFroggiez with your songs and ideas in general on how i can change my blog to make it better :-) anywho - i'm out for now, everyone have spledifferous night! wheeeeeeeeeeeee

No school today and I'm not particulary complaining. Today is just going to suck because of boredom *sighs*

So i updated my this thing and added over 90 blinkies to my side panel. If look at the bottom of this screen at the bottom horizontal scroll bar, scroll all the way over to your right and then go to the FIRST scroll bar for the side panel and notice the Link to me section and then scroll til you see all the freakin blinkies! Now your probably thinking...why is she giving us directions on how to scroll? does she think we're stupid? haha no... i told a friend of mine to look at them and this person said that there werent any and that all she saw was my journal and my tag board....forgetting that there are SCROLL BARS...haha but it's okay.

We had all districts yesterday...i didnt make it though, i was 1st alternate so i'm like #5 out of 27.*i think it's 27..it's around the 25-27 area*  I'm happy though, kind of upset because i was so close lol, but next year i'm going to dominate and make it :) We had lots of people make it ...Marcus, Michael, Bryce, Sheldon, and adam all got 1st symphonic..yay. mander got 3rd symp, christina got something symp, ashley got 3rd concert, and some other people too. so w00t w00t. I'm just hoping one of the tenors get sick or backs out so I'll be in, hehe.


It snowed again!! well more like iced...but it's all good :-) i love snow and ice :-)

So this week has been..wow.

I got to retake my test in honors geometry...*whew*, it's raised my grade QUITE a bit.

I was originally supposed to get my flu shot wednesday evening after school..but because my g-unit
is not my legal guardian, the office couln't let her be there or something with out a legal guardian or their consent present at the time. Not that i'm complaining ;-)

All districts is tomorrow..if i have to play another freakin scale i'll have to scream. I've gotten to the point where i cant play them anymore, which is a problem. Like today michael asked me to play E i think and i completely blew. I dont know why because i KNOW it, i know it better opposed to some of my other scales, but i just couldnt play it. I have a feeling that's whats going to happen tomorrow when i try out... i suppose it's all in the nerves. It's just that i become a nervous wreck about it and i cant think straight... not like that is big news to anyone because i'm like that pretty much ALL the time now, but ergh. And kristen....well no worries bout kristen..she'll make it. hehe i love u kristen!!


The past month my uncle has been fighting lung cancer. He was about 37, single, and a pretty average nice guy. Wednesday, December 10th, he lost his battle and died. He didnt even make it to see christmas. it's times like these i wonder why people smoke. :'-(

My grandfather is also in the hospital now, i'm not sure why.. my family wont tell me, but i hope he's ok.


blah.. also - sorry if i have been a nonsocial bitch to everyone the past 3-4 days, i apologize, although some of you very well deserve it, other didnt. I was just going through a lot as you can tell lol..:-) annot it wasnt PMS :-)


anyways...i'm off to practice more and get some sleep.. i have to get up bright and early in the morn tomorrow.