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Thursday, December 04, 2003
 my snow bear!
 i love my snow bear!
the snow furniture for my snow bear coming soon :-)
Posted at 06:24 pm by iamAmongoose
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yay for parallel structure.. {last entry} lmao...but most of all
w00t w00t for SNOW and NO SCHOOL!
Posted at 08:46 am by iamAmongoose
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Wednesday, December 03, 2003
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do. I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. I've learned that learning to forgive takes practice. I've learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it. I've learned that money is a lousy way of keeping score. I've learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time. I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up. I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel. I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated. I've learned that you should never tell a child her dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if she believed it. I've learned that your family won't always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren't related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again. I've learned that no matter how good a friend someone is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself. I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief. I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become. I've learned that sometimes when my friends fight, I'm forced to choose sides even when I don't want to. I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I've learned that sometimes you have to put the individual ahead of their actions. I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. I've learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different. I've learned that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt and you will hurt in the process. I've learned that there are many ways of falling and staying in love. I've learned that no matter the consequences, those who are honest with themselves, get farther in life. I've learned that many things can be powered by the mind, the trick is self-control. I've learned that no matter how many friends you have, if you are their pillar, you will feel lonely and lost at the times you need them most. I've learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you. I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help. I've learned that writing, as well as talking, can ease emotional pains. I've learned that the paradigm we live in is not all that is offered to us. I've learned that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon. I've learned that although the word "love" can have many different meaning, it loses value when overly used. I've learned that it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people's feelings and standing up for what you believe.
I've also learned that believing and hoping doesnt get you anywhere, thats why i've stopped hoping and dreaming a long time ago.
Posted at 08:46 pm by iamAmongoose
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my last entry should have been a huge load of quizzes i took but they udidnt show up. SO - yea. I havent been on much lately due to STUPID people, but thats just fine and dandy. :-)
And all I wanna do is let it be
And be with you and watch the wind blow by
And all I wanna see is you and me
Go on forever like the clear blue sky
Slowly, there's only you and I
And all I wanna do is watch the wind blow by
- good song
anyway - congrats to kristen!
i guess thats all for now, unless you want me to vent.. but that'll take forever.... :-) everyone have a stupendous rest of the night.....
Mee-shell
Posted at 08:04 pm by iamAmongoose
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Sunday, November 30, 2003
shake it like a poloroid picture.. hheeey heeyy yaa....
stupid song.. came on the radio 5 times on the way home. Then my favorite song came on i got to listen to the whole thing and it end as we were pulling in my driveway. Thats the best thing in the world.
I was in best buy yesterday and i went to the keyboard section. I almost started crying when i played the yamaha baby grand. It was beautiful and it was just amazing. I can record songs on it, it has a s1/2 floppy slot and everything. It really did bring tears to my eyes and I almost started to cry. I REALLY really want it. I dont want a real piano anymore i want that one. It may as well be real anyways. But yea... it was quite nice, very nice indeed. Instead of buy me a yamaha electric baby grand thing, we're buying a karaoke machine. How retarded. ok look, we can get a karaoke machine later but i must have this piano. Why not just get both. The piano isnt expensive and neither in the karaoke machine. Charles and Aunt Dean sent up christmas stuff a couple days ago. They gave us $500 and sent me a mini calendar. The parentals normally are in charge of the money and they want a karaoke machine. Lets forget about the more practical thing.
Posted at 09:11 pm by iamAmongoose
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WHY AM I UP THIS EARLY ON A SUNDAY MORNING??????
Posted at 07:09 am by iamAmongoose
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Saturday, November 29, 2003
I have been looking at my old journal. Wow. It has 271 entries of pure retarded-ment. I created it July 13th 2002. erg. I've banned everyone and everyone from going to it and I'm going to delete it soon. Some of the stuff in there is pretty good, but as for the rest, it's embarrassing stuff that i dont want people to know about me and they shouldnt lol. I cant believe i actually had it up for everyone to look at before. I suppose i'm exaggerating a bit, it's not that bad, its just some of the stuff I had the odacity to type in there, some of the stuff that happened. Some of the stuff that I have done in past I fuss at people for doing now. Craziness. but yea.
wheeeeeeee
Posted at 09:23 pm by iamAmongoose
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[x] name = michelle
[x] birthday = 7/09
[x] piercings = Ears
[x] tattoos = nope
[x] height = 5'5ish
[x] shoe size = 8 1/2.
[x] hair color = Brownish.. sometimes dark brown
[x] length = long
[x] siblings = nope
[x] pets = Buddy and lady (puppy and dog), Poncho (bird), fish
LAST:
[x] movie you rented = Chicago
[x] movie you bought = ..Hello Kitty ^_^
[x] song you listened to = from me to you
[x] song that was stuck in your head = that damn outcast song. *shake it like a poloroid picture*
[x] song you've downloaded = i forgot... thats illegal. lol - ;-)
[x] cd you bought = josh groban for mom
[x] cd you listened to = a mix
[x] person you've called = megan
[x] person that's called you = megan again lol
[x] tv show you've watched = if mom wouldnt hog the TV EVERYDAY then i could answer this lol.
[x] person you were thinking of = ummmm..right
DO:
[x] you have a bf or gf = no
[x] you have a crush on someone = yea....
[x] you wish you could live somewhere else = yes
[x] you think about suicide = nope
[x] you believe in online dating = haha no, but i know someone that does! lol
[x] you want more piercings = not really
[x] you want more tattoos = no
[x] you drink = 24/7 - it's a past time for me... no lol
[x] you do drugs = no....but people tell me i'm on crack all the time so perhaps i'm so high i cant give you a straight answer
[x] you smoke = nope
[x] you like cleaning = not nessecarily
[x] you like roller coasters = love them
[x] you write in cursive or print = print
[x] you carry a donor card = no
FOR OR AGAINST:
[x] teenage smoking = against
[x] doing drugs = against
[x] premarital sex = i dont really have an opinion
[x] driving drunk = against
[x] soap operas = DAMN THEM ALL TO HELL
BEST:
[x] tv show = anything on comedy central
[x] thing in the world = my friends and family and what not
[x] thing to collect = ROCKS!! lol.. uh i dunno stickers, cd's
[x] colors of all time = Purple. blue, and green. And my favorite shade is black, cause remeber folks.. Black is not a color.. it's a shade
[x] thing to do on a rainy day = i dunno.. play in it!
[x] feeling in the world = being loved
HAVE YOU:
[x] ever cried over a guy/girl = lets not go there..it was a mistake :-)
[x] ever lied to someone = yes...
[x] ever been in a fist fight = playing around wise: yes
NUMBER
[x] of times I have been in love?: why?
[x] of continents I have lived in?: 2
[x] of drugs taken illegally?: 0
[x] of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends?: 3-4
[x] of people I consider my enemies?: 2
[x] of cd's that I own?: haven't counted
[x] of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: 5 maybe.. or 7
[x] of scars on my body?: 2
[x] of things in my past that I regret?: there's a lot more than i wish
Currents
[x] Current Clothes: shorts and a shirt
[x] Current Mood: happy
[x] Current Taste: Purple Lemonade
[x] Current Hair: down like it ALWAYS is lol
[x] Current Annoyance: this kid i'm talking to on IM
[x] Current Smell: my house...if that has a smell
[x] Current thing you ought to be doing: cleaning
[x] Current DVD In Player: tomb raider
[x] Current Refreshment: PURPLE LEMONADE!! lol
[x] Current Worry: tons
[x] Current Crush: wouldn't you like to know :)
On Dating....
[x] Long or short hair?: umm i dont care
[x] Dark or blond hair?: once again i dont care
[x] Tall or short?: tall
[x] Mr. Sensitive or Mr. Funny?: funny..all the way.. but i guess sensitivty isnt a big factor
[x] Dark or light eyes?: either
[x] Hat or no hat?: i dont like hats all that much
[x] Pierced or no?: no.
[x] Freckles or none?: it depends
[x] Stubble or neatly shaven?: it depends i guess
[x] Rugged outdoorsy type or sporty type?: simple.
On preferences....
[x] Chocolate milk or hot chocolate?: hot chocolate
[x] Sweet or sour?: Sweet
[x] Root Beer or Dr. Pepper?: Hmmm...dr.pepper i guess
[x] Sappy/action/comedy/horror?: I like a lil Comedy, action and horror in one... NO sappiness.. unless its one of those love comedys. But sappies are ok too i guess ;-)
[x] Cats or dogs?: dogs
[x] Ocean or Pool?: Pool..er maybe ocean, i dunno
[x] Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese?: cool ranch
[x] Mud or Jell-O wrestling?: i would love to mud wrestle but jell-o could be fun too
[x] With or without ice-cubes?: with
[x]Shine or rain? :shine
[x] Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring?: Winter and Summer
[x] Vanilla or Chocolate?: vanilla but chocolate can be good too
[x] Gloves or mittens?: gloves
[x] Fly or breathe under water?: i would love to fly...like not in a plane
[x] Bunk-bed or waterbed?: definately water
[x] Chewing gum or hard candy?: both
[x] Motor boat or sailboat?: motor
[x] Lights on or off?: it depends
[x] Chicken or fish?: chicken
Posted at 08:45 pm by iamAmongoose
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Friday, November 28, 2003
Today has been boring. I love days when we dont have to go to school, but they're just pretty much boring and uneventful. Kelly came over for a while, wild house parties lol. I had to go to greensboro too - gah stupid family issues. but it was kind of fun i guess. I got lots of calls- Kelly called of course, MENA called!!! I think she was x-mas shopping and wanted to know what i didnt have so she could get me something and wanted to know if i could go to rock and bowl with her and shana tomorrow night, and then marcus called, and joey, shella, jessica, grandma, and jake. All the calls were for me too! It made me feel special lol. I love phone calls, i havent been getting a lot lately, it's probably because i never call anyone. I rarely call kelly anymore. I guess if i start calling people more often then i'd get more calls. but that was my day. w00t w00t
Why do I even bother to make deals or bets when i lose them and get the bad end of it lol. Me, Kristen, and Lindsey have this bet. Lindsey has to ask this certain person to the SH dance and if she does then Kristen has to ask this certain person to it, and if she does it than i'm supposed to do something. I was originally going to cut my hair, but i changed my mind. SO just to make it even, i picked out someone and decided if they went through with it then i'd ask this person thinking they werent going to go through with it. Well Lindsey is just getting lucky with hers and it probably wont be a problem anymore to ask her person, and now that shes doing it, Kristen may do it, i dont see why not, and then it's my turn. I may just back out because i cant. so i guess i wont lose in this one lol. that or i can make a different deal. hmmmm
Posted at 08:21 pm by iamAmongoose
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i was looking through my old entries and one of my entries said i would show some examples of the badge tattoo and my templates and i never did so here's one of them. This one is horrible. It's very sketchsy and it was my first one, i have some other nicer ones but i'm adding touch ups to those. I meant to change the gradient on this angel but i never did. oh well. the only thing that is nice about this one is my cropping around the badge - it took FOREVER and many trials too. After the badge i was tired of cropping so i was like to hell with this and I didnt take my time on the angel. lol. patience shmatience, who needs patience.
i'm also working on an archive for ALL my entries. it'll be done soon :-) so yay
life is too boring. normally if people are bored they sleep... and I have been having problems doing that too. So i guess i just hae to sit here forever til something to do comes up. lol.
Posted at 01:27 am by iamAmongoose
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Welcome
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Michelle's Blog You are visitor #
The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
Who am I?Michelle's current mood is
Name: I'm Michelle
Location: Virginia, United States
Birthday: July 9th
Man or a Gal: Definately a female
Interests: Music, Poetry, Art, ATV, Web Design, France, Travel,
Basketball, Soccer, Having a kick ass time
Expertise: hah, um none :-) I s'pose it would
be being there for people..an easy talker, or being a good friend...
Occupation: student
Contact
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E-mail: eagleshellie2007@yahoo.com
Website: click here
AOL IM:shellannabannana
Member Since: hell if I know ;-)
This is my blogchalk:
United States, Virginia, Franklin County, English, Spanish, Michelle, Female, 16-20, music, astrology.
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You represent... hope.">
