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Friday, November 28, 2003
Today has been boring. I love days when we dont have to go to school, but they're just pretty much boring and uneventful. Kelly came over for a while, wild house parties lol. I had to go to greensboro too - gah stupid family issues. but it was kind of fun i guess. I got lots of calls- Kelly called of course, MENA called!!! I think she was x-mas shopping and wanted to know what i didnt have so she could get me something and wanted to know if i could go to rock and bowl with her and shana tomorrow night, and then marcus called, and joey, shella, jessica, grandma, and jake. All the calls were for me too! It made me feel special lol. I love phone calls, i havent been getting a lot lately, it's probably because i never call anyone. I rarely call kelly anymore. I guess if i start calling people more often then i'd get more calls. but that was my day. w00t w00t
Why do I even bother to make deals or bets when i lose them and get the bad end of it lol. Me, Kristen, and Lindsey have this bet. Lindsey has to ask this certain person to the SH dance and if she does then Kristen has to ask this certain person to it, and if she does it than i'm supposed to do something. I was originally going to cut my hair, but i changed my mind. SO just to make it even, i picked out someone and decided if they went through with it then i'd ask this person thinking they werent going to go through with it. Well Lindsey is just getting lucky with hers and it probably wont be a problem anymore to ask her person, and now that shes doing it, Kristen may do it, i dont see why not, and then it's my turn. I may just back out because i cant. so i guess i wont lose in this one lol. that or i can make a different deal. hmmmm
Posted at 08:21 pm by iamAmongoose
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i was looking through my old entries and one of my entries said i would show some examples of the badge tattoo and my templates and i never did so here's one of them. This one is horrible. It's very sketchsy and it was my first one, i have some other nicer ones but i'm adding touch ups to those. I meant to change the gradient on this angel but i never did. oh well. the only thing that is nice about this one is my cropping around the badge - it took FOREVER and many trials too. After the badge i was tired of cropping so i was like to hell with this and I didnt take my time on the angel. lol. patience shmatience, who needs patience.
i'm also working on an archive for ALL my entries. it'll be done soon :-) so yay
life is too boring. normally if people are bored they sleep... and I have been having problems doing that too. So i guess i just hae to sit here forever til something to do comes up. lol.
Posted at 01:27 am by iamAmongoose
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Thursday, November 27, 2003
I was supposed to go to kelly's today but my mom didnt want me to go and then my grandma said something about going to lynchburg to see the OTHER side of the family, so my mom thought it'd make her look good if i showed up so she made me go with grandma. Well traditionally i thought it would be hell because i thought it was my grandpa's side. Before i go on, let me give you a little background information on this. My family sides hate eachother.. excluding my mom's side because they dont speak english and they're a billion of miles away. But you have my dad's side, and then it goes into sub-sides. My grandpa's (the ratcliffes) and my grandma's (the deans and marshalls). Then you have us which includes me, the parentals, and the g-units. Well the ratcliffes hate the deans and the deans hate the ratcliffes, my side hates some of each and we all have been fighting for YEARS now. We do get along with some, but those some are loudmouths as well. So now back to my story. We actually went to see my g'ma's side. they're ALL crazy :-). I fit in perfectly. Due to fighting i havent seen them in 10 years so it was nice. I got to see some of my cousins too! It was great, this summer i'm supposed to go to manassas and spend a week with shella and them. They're pretty much rich. They have a twelve bedroom house, a gianormous pool, and soo much more. Shella hates my mom though. Shella is more laid back, GREAT to be around, and more of the fun type. My mom is just... shes just not those things. I can kind of see why she is like that though, she's been through a divorce and lost two kids so thats why she's so strict on me, but she takes it too far sometimes and gets pshycotic about it. But i had so much fun. Oh the 4-wheeling, and my cousins are great. Kelley is 10 and Joey is like 4. I lovem to death. I cant wait til i get re-united with farah, josh and lisa. Lets see, farah is 21, josh is 19, lisa is 27. Plus there's umm sara, chris and all them. I miss them. it's great to know i have other family besides the immediate bunch down here. My other family may be crazy but i definately get along better with them than i do with some down here sometimes. but thats my family :-)
so yay for thanksgiving and TONS of food ;-)
Posted at 07:04 pm by iamAmongoose
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HAPPY TURKEY DAY
Posted at 10:07 am by iamAmongoose
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Wednesday, November 26, 2003
I'm here without you, but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
My last entry was great - i must add that to my favorite entries archive because that picture always puts a smile on my face :-)
today was so so. I've had better of course. I hate tests as of now - grrrrr, but i like it when you can retake them :-). .I brought my tenor home today - there's going to be some major practicing goin on. All districts is coming up sooner than I wish and i'm not as ready as I want to be. I really really want to make it but i dont think i have a chance. I'm just gonna practice alot, work on my sightreading and wish for the best :)
So anyways, buddy's birthday is coming in april i think. Thats not really soon but it's sooner than mine! I'm a july b-day person...summer b-days can be fun :-). I want a suprise b-day party, like a real one. That would be awesome! i dont know what we're going to do for my birthday this year - NO MORE CONJOINED PARTIES though. NEVER again. Celebration station sounds good, movies maybe, KINGS DOMINION would be the shiznitt though! volcano all over again. I hope jaime comes back this summer. We can go to YEC again. Yes i went to the Youth evangelism conference this year.. as amazing as it sounds i went, and it was FUN. Bondings at 2 in the morning, RICHMOND POOLS -lmao, nature women and helping out the community! all the good deeds! just lots of good times. I remeber as soon as i got back from YEC i was home for 5 hours and then i left for band camp. Amazingly I wasnt tired. Lately i havent gotten much sleep because i CANT sleep. It's horrible, last night i got slep though. It felt like i had been asleep for many continuous weeks. It was great. So anyways - i'm out for now. :-)
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Sunday, November 23, 2003
orbit - for that just brushed clean feeling no matter what!
So it's been a long week. A very long and mixed up week. I eventually got to go to the playoffs after all. I stayed the night at chesten's house. I didnt get but like an hour of sleep all weekend. As tired as i was, i was unable to sleep, so i havent gotten any sleep since then. The game was fun, the bus ride there was fun but not as fun as other dies because michael couldnt get a seat near us and marcus didnt go, so it wasnt as fun. the bus ride home was great though, i guess i get ditzy and and.. ALERT when i'm sleepy. lol.
To everyone this concerns:
Today i just broke down. I realize i'm not as good as a friend people make me out to be. I deeply apologize for everything i've done in the past. I'm not sure whats wrong with me, or why i act like i did. I'm sorry for everything i've caused and all the times I have been a bitch. It's just that i dont realize that i'm doing it, and i dont mean to but i just do. I truly do love all my friends regardless of what happens. It's just that lately, things have been really....hectic i guess,with family issues and what not. Today, someone said, "Michelle, i dont know what has gotten into you. Lately you look down upon things and your never happy. You used to be this enlighten person that always made people laugh and smile, your were the best and being sad wasnt a factor and you always looked at life as just a mere obstacle." i just cried. I have made some of the worst decisions in my life that hasnt ruined it, but it hasnt made the best turnout either. But today i just cried and let everything out, and i understand what i'm doing now. I'll try from now on to be a better person, and to be a better friend and not to bring down everyone else with my problems. I'm glad everyone sees and understands my side of the wall as well... and I am sorry for everything. I love you guys and i'm not sure what i'd do without you. Why did i go off thinking i had no one when i had the best in the wrold right in front of me? Why did i run away from the problem? I'm glad I know now. Everything will be ok and dandy now - I promise :-) and we all know a michelle promise is a promise kept
so anyways, i'll try and update again later. :-)
Posted at 06:00 pm by iamAmongoose
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Saturday, November 22, 2003
SLEEP IS GOOD
SLEEP IS VERY GOOD
Posted at 10:34 am by iamAmongoose
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Tuesday, November 18, 2003
I hate it when people can tell when something's wrong, not like it wasnt obvious, but i hate it. I dont feel like, nor do i really want to write about it *i know it's typing but it sounds better with write* but today just really sucked ass. Then we had practice, and i found out today that I REALLY suck. Not just a little but alot. I couldnt even play eigth notes right. I may as well just NOT do all districts. I WONT make it. I'm not sure WHY i ever switched to tenor when i suck on it. I'm not that good on the alto but i was better than I am now. Then my mom throws a bitchy fit at me. And then everyone blames shit on me at school. And someone should damn JR to hell. that JERK. I hate him SO much. why cant he just LEAVE ME ALONE?? is it that fucking hard???? then i hate band. and some people in it. I'm tired of waiting. and everything else for that matter. :-(
i just need a BIG hug right now. Just a very, big hug and everything will be ok. :'-(
stupid thing doesnt even have emotions *CRY*
AND NOW TO TOP IT ALL OFF MY PARENTS WONT LET ME GO TO THE PLAY OFFS FRIDAY BECUASE NO ONE CAN COME GET ME.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted at 07:08 pm by iamAmongoose
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Sunday, November 16, 2003
ahh it's meggy moo, her boy, and doug robb! hee thats an awesome picture she sent me. hehe i miss meggy moo! Kelly and I are gonna send her something really cool to radford, so she can get it and be like... two freshman crackheads sent this to me from franklin county. lol.
Posted at 03:51 pm by iamAmongoose
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Welcome
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Michelle's Blog You are visitor #
The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
Who am I?Michelle's current mood is
Name: I'm Michelle
Location: Virginia, United States
Birthday: July 9th
Man or a Gal: Definately a female
Interests: Music, Poetry, Art, ATV, Web Design, France, Travel,
Basketball, Soccer, Having a kick ass time
Expertise: hah, um none :-) I s'pose it would
be being there for people..an easy talker, or being a good friend...
Occupation: student
Contact
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E-mail: eagleshellie2007@yahoo.com
Website: click here
AOL IM:shellannabannana
Member Since: hell if I know ;-)
This is my blogchalk:
United States, Virginia, Franklin County, English, Spanish, Michelle, Female, 16-20, music, astrology.
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You represent... hope.">
