I'm sick. being sick sucks ass. This mornin i was semi fine, but as soon as i got to first period, the sneezes attacked me. One right after the other, and then by lunch - WHAM-O , i cant breath out of my nose anymore. But 4th period... oh it was terrible, i finally just took the tissue box and sat it on my desk. I though i was going to die. All my words were slurred, so if i said door, it'd sound like door. Or something like that. Then we had practice and it wasnt as bad, i couldnt play that much cause i found it hard to breath being that my nose is useless now *breathing wise* and me blowing out air wasnt helping any. but now i just want to pass out and sleep, sleep for 76578567 hours. That'd be great. dont u hate the feeling of when u HAVE to sneeze but it wont come out. So you start making funny faces and start hopping around as if you're spazzing out, but the sneeze just never comes through. I do, i hate it with a passion, it seems like all of my sneezes today were like that. It was horrible. But now i got me some hot chocolate drinkage going on, some i'm feeling a bit better :-) Anyways, i'll update again later, maybe some quizes! *yaaaaaaaay*

(8:52:41 PM) You have just entered room "FAT AND UGLY PEOPLE."
DitZyBabyDoLL06 (8:52:53 PM): i love you chellie.. me and mena won tho lol
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:53:01 PM): haha now we must fight!!
DitZyBabyDoLL06 (8:53:03 PM): maleens a fruitcake queerbate tho
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:53:11 PM): *grabs pencil and runs*
lilpeacefroggiez (8:53:15 PM): skip skip hooray, i am ugly and gay.
DitZyBabyDoLL06 (8:53:30 PM): lilpeacefroggiez (9:01:51 PM): :'( i'll make a gay club and i'll wear rainbow and say skip skip hooray! i am ugly and gay!
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:53:37 PM): umm no
lilpeacefroggiez (8:53:41 PM): haha
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:53:42 PM): u no say that
DitZyBabyDoLL06 (8:53:46 PM): *catches maleena and spits on her*
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:53:46 PM): thats not kool
DitZyBabyDoLL06 (8:53:58 PM): im puttin some of this on my profile tho
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:54:04 PM): *kicks shana and still her car and runs over her and takes her points*
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:54:18 PM): haha mena is the victor!
lilpeacefroggiez (8:54:22 PM): ohyea
DitZyBabyDoLL06 (8:54:23 PM): still??
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:54:35 PM): huh still what?
lilpeacefroggiez (8:54:43 PM): *runs in parallel bisectors* and screams *KJHSDLKJHDFLKJDS*
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:54:46 PM): this is one hilarious convo!!
DitZyBabyDoLL06 (8:54:49 PM): *brithces bites maleena and some random guy shoots her with a tranquilizer
DitZyBabyDoLL06 (8:54:54 PM): i know lol
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:55:22 PM): *my middle finger goes up at shana and i yell Ha.....ha.....ha....and then I run with my pencil*
lilpeacefroggiez (8:55:24 PM): SHOVES HER IN A CAGE AND THROWS HER IN SOME RANDOM FOREST
DitZyBabyDoLL06 (8:55:42 PM): maleenas got a dick!
lilpeacefroggiez (8:55:49 PM): SO DOES MICHELLE!
lilpeacefroggiez (8:55:51 PM): CRAPP!!!!!
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:55:52 PM): MALEENA HAS NO SUCH THING!!
DitZyBabyDoLL06 (8:55:53 PM): omg!
lilpeacefroggiez (8:55:55 PM): I MEAN SO DOES SHANA!
DitZyBabyDoLL06 (8:55:59 PM): hahahaha
DitZyBabyDoLL06 (8:56:03 PM): OMG!
DitZyBabyDoLL06 (8:56:08 PM): michelle ur such a dumbass!
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:56:16 PM): MENA DOESNT EVEN WANNA SEE ONE LET ALONE SEE HER OWN
lilpeacefroggiez (8:56:20 PM): yes i am
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:56:22 PM): haha i kno she is
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:56:35 PM): thats profile material
lilpeacefroggiez (8:56:41 PM): mena is a doodie head
lilpeacefroggiez (8:56:49 PM): and shana is an oochamadoodle.
DitZyBabyDoLL06 (8:56:59 PM): *get me the tweezers! and the binoculars.. how about those lil pliar things.. now lets go to work*! says maleena
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:57:04 PM): *slaps michelle and pokes her in the ey wiht her pencil*
lilpeacefroggiez (8:57:05 PM): which makes me a hoochamadoodle
DitZyBabyDoLL06 (8:57:17 PM): maleenas a hoochie!
lilpeacefroggiez (8:57:19 PM): *NOO NOT THE EYE!!!
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:57:21 PM): i am not!
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:57:24 PM): yes huh
DitZyBabyDoLL06 (8:57:29 PM): haha
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:57:31 PM): stick a needle in your eye!
DitZyBabyDoLL06 (8:57:32 PM): what
lilpeacefroggiez (8:57:34 PM): PLEASE DONT SLAM MY HEAD INTO THE PHONE SOCKET
DitZyBabyDoLL06 (8:57:39 PM): *BAM*
DitZyBabyDoLL06 (8:57:51 PM): *down goes michelle into the phone socket*
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:57:53 PM): holy shit chellie are you ok?
DitZyBabyDoLL06 (8:58:01 PM): SHES OUT!
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:58:05 PM): o duck!
lilpeacefroggiez (8:58:06 PM): *chhhhh* mermaid queen 10-4 *chh* roger barnacles chk is in need of assistance*
lilpeacefroggiez (8:58:15 PM): *chh* roger that, i'll be there in a jiffie*
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:58:25 PM): hahaha
lilpeacefroggiez (8:58:26 PM): ttyl, lylas ya'll, bye fellow losers!
DitZyBabyDoLL06 (8:58:30 PM): buhbye lylas
DitZyBabyDoLL06 (8:58:31 PM): nite
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:58:31 PM): you 2 crack me up
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:58:34 PM): bye lylas
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:58:35 PM): ttyl
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:58:36 PM): cya
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:58:37 PM): adios
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:58:39 PM): chow
BeenBetterDayz88 (8:58:41 PM): bye bye
lilpeacefroggiez (8:58:43 PM): remeber... crack kills ;-)


- oh my............. haha i love my friends.

i meant to add on to my last entry but i never got around to it. I'm a procrastinator.

This one is dedicated to Kristen, April, Megan, Mena, and kelly. Here'e some love poems/quotes, and some ones u can think on. These may mean nothing to other people, but for us, they hit home.

You’re the reason I live, and the reason I die, you’re the reason I smile, yet break down and cry, you’re the reason I keep going, and the reason I fall, because without you in my life, I’m nothing at all

I love you...Enough to do anything for you, give my life, my love, my heart, and my soul to you and for you. Enough to willingly give all of my time, efforts, thoughts, talents, trust, and prayers to you. Enough to want to protect you, care for you, guide you, hold you, comfort you, listen to you, and cry to you and with you. Enough to be completely comfortable with you, act silly around you, never have to hide anything from you, and be myself with you. Enough to share all of my sentiments, dreams, goals, fears, hopes, and worries, my entire life with you. Enough to want the best for you, to wish for your successes, and to hope for the fulfillment of all your endeavors. Enough to keep my promises to you and pledge my loyalty and faithfulness to you. Enough to cherish your friendship, adore your personality, respect your values, and see you for who you are. Enough to fight for you, compromise for you, and sacrifice myself for you if need be. Enough to miss you incredibly when we're apart, no matter what length of time it's for and regardless of the distance. Enough to believe in our relationship and friendship to stand by it through the worst of times, to have faith and strength and to never give up on us. Enough to spend the rest of my life with you, be there for you when you need or want me, and never, ever want to leave you or live without you

destiny isnt a matter of chance, it's a matter of choice.

dont fall for someone who wont be there to catch you

love is like the wind, you cant see it but you can feel it

the hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else

is it a bad or a good thing if my life long plan is having him hold me in his arms for every second of every day?

a gurl and a guy can be just friends but at one point or another they will fall for eachother, maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever

We got out of school early today, so that means no practice. woop woop. But anyways. Today was alright. 1st period was actually ok, he was...nice.. to me today. I was shocked and stunned. But i went right along with it thinking it was some kind of joke, so i figured i'd give him til after 3rd to treat me like crap again, but i was.. wrong. I'm still shocked. if he's still nice to me tomorrow, i dont know what to think about this. Either he's on crack, or i dunno. After 3rd he did say something like.. your not going to go out with _________ are you? I just walked away. I dont know if he knows that i like him and is just jealous at the thought of us dating, or what, but that really confused me. ugga. i guess if i'm nice, i can just use his tenor for all districts. Mine wont play a low Bb, so that means i cant really do all of my chromatic scale. So i'd have to use the school horn, but i'm trying to avoid that as much as possible. I kinda wish we could send back my tenor and i could get a new one, so i can start all over again. But i know if i ask my parents if we could do that, they'd take me to the doctor to get me checked if i have marijuana in my system, that or any type of illegal drug. But i'm going to let marcus look at it, and if he cant do anything, i'll get wilkes to look at it, and if all else fails, i'll take it somewhere.

i'll update again later :-)

ok ok.. i said i was through for the night, but i saw this and i couldnt resist:

Would You Ever.
1. Eat a bug? HELL NO
2. Bungee jump? if i was on crack, yes.
3. Hang glide? Yea.
4. Kill someone? No, but i'd like too.
6. Kiss someone of the same sex? alreayd have, j.k! uh no.
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? *barfs* no not really
8. Parachute from a plane? sure why not.
9. Walk on hot coals? do you think i'm pshyco? but of course!
10. Go out with someone for their looks? Never.
11. For their reputation? how bout no.
12. Be a vegetarian? i dunno
13. Wear plaid with stripes? HELL YES!
14. IM a stranger? do it all the time.
15. Sing karaoke? Lol Yea. I do that alot.
16. Get drunk off your ass? the future is in the hand of it's beholder....prob. not.
17. Shoplift? i dunno
18. Run a red light? life would be complete if i didnt do that.
19. Star in a porn video? you know it.
20. Dye your hair blue? Yes sir!
21. Be on Survivor? And be around dirty people that bitch and moan? No thanks. 
24. Cheat on a test? haha... no comment.
25. Make someone cry? I have.
26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker? if i had a reason
27. Kick a baby? Oh yea, and take its candy too. Dumbass.
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? umm - haha prob. not, 3 years is my limit.
29. Cuss out a priest? Thats horrible.
30. Take a job as a janitor? HAHA.
31. Stay up all through the night? i've done it plenty in my life. 3 times over
32. Drink straight espresso? If I wanted to be wired, sure.

if i keep updating like crazy, like i'm doing now, i'm sure i'll have my 100 in no time. lol. but i love birthdays, they're the best, even if it isnt mine. Anyways, i'm trying to make a plan so megan and i can get out "people". See, alot of my friends have people (boyfriends, blah blah blah) and megan and i want people too. But we cant get the pople we want, so we're gonna have to work on it. Therefore we need a plan ;-) oh my.

anyways - i'm out for the night. sweet dreams

I didnt feel like calling kelly so i just imed her. She just wanted to tell me she has a boyfriend now. Erg. So now all my friends have one but me - lol. I'm making it sound like they have this cool new thing and i'm the only one that doesnt have one. Mena will soon have one, actually i think she wil have one by the night is over, april has one, no telling with kristen. But who is the odd one of the bunch? me! ugga. betterdays.. lol.

Today was actually good. Bus ride home sucked - as always. But for the most part it was great :) I nearly missed the bus AGAIN this morning. I need a damn clock in my room. My mom has been waking me up, and she'll just softly say, michelle get up, and she'll leave for work. Or she'll wake me up 15 min. prior to when i have to leave. It makes me so mad. if i tell her to wake me up at 5:30 she'll sit there and complain and be like.. WHY! YOU DONT NEED TO WAKE UP AT 5:30!! U NEED TO WAKE UP AT 6:00!!!! blah blah blah....lol.

I got april and bradley together, and now i'm working on sammy - i have two canidates. One he's already said "hell no" to, but the other he is thinking about. he is so ^%$^% difficult. Why cant he just say yes and move on with life. erg. Sometimes i wish i could just shoot guys except for a few. Like jake - he comes over here at the MOST RANDOM times and plays my PS2 as if he owns it. We are not related at all, he's my next door neighbor's cousin. But he acts as if my house is his. He's dropped the PS2 oh about 3 times now, screwed up my computer once, screwed up my profile and started saying a bunch of crap to people on my buddy list, and so much more damage has been done involving him. I mean i love him to death, but i just wanna break him neck sometimes. In times of- horror- i stay calm though. If he annoys me, i just lure him into the bathroom and lock him in there for hours at a time. He tends to calm down after a while. I guess thats the only way you tame a 15 year-old boy on crack.