i dont have a clock in my room. i've went oh about a good 2 months now thinking i had a clock on my wall. But i DONT. I found my 'clock' in the corner of my closet behind the big pile of clothes. i just remebered that about two months ago i was trying to sleep and that stupid ticking noise of my clock got on my nerves so much, that at 1 in the morn i yanked the batteries out and threw it in my closet - and that was when my closet was semi descent. But now i know why i'm always late in the mornings. I suppose it would be of my best intrest that i invest in a quieter, nice, digital clock this weekend. :-)

i'm out for the night - sweet dreams.

I really wish i had the chance to shoot some people. This is pretty much an everyday thing for me now. There's no room for happiness i suppose. I cant really remeber that last time i was monotonously happy for a day. Yea i have moments, but those dont last long. But see i'm a very liable with being, i dunno friendly i suppose. In words u can pick on me and joke around with me and stuff and i dont get mad that easy. But i just really hate when, i dunno what i hate or like anymore. I am just tired of people's bs. It seems like i complain and i'm mad everyday - and i'm sorry or w.e., but i wish JR would go to hell, and if anyone has a problem with me saying this, they can follow him on the way down there - no really, i do, and i wish people would grow up and leave me alone in general, but it seems as if when i talk no one gives a shit until they need something from me and then they're all nice and stuff. I really dont think i have that many friends that actually like me because they like me. It's because i'm too nice and do to much for others. But enough with my rambling, i suppose it's just obserd to ask a little favor for everyone just to be nice to me for once, so insted i'll just take everyones bullshit from now on and simply put on a smile and act as if nothing is the matter. it's the only way to solve this problem right? Anyways, i'm gonna change the layout to this finally - expect some colored scroll bars -big woop huh?

silly me, so this thing is off the hook. It already comes with a tag board!! woop woop. please sign it! i dunno what else this thing has to offer, but to have all this NiFtY stuff for free, it beats the hell out of livejournal, xanga, umm and all the other ones i've tried :)

Welcome. this is my - oh about 5439857349 blog made this year - haha. OCD i tell you. But thats perfectly fine. I do believe i'll stick to this one if any. I plan to chance the layout, add a tag board, a counter, and all that good stuff. i go all out on stuff that lets me customize it and change the HTML mark up ;) my specialty. but anyways - enjoy :)